~misc~6

busy for few weeks... and finally, my first draft submitted yesterday, n my final paper in my master study ended 12pm wednesday also... out of sudd, so free... even thr are seminar, viva presentation waiting for me nxt two weeks and final thesis submittion on 16th June 2011... aft that, I only officially wil end my master study...  but yet... feel so lost now, wake up with no target at all. don know wat to do, like lost in the jungle... no need write thesis, no need study for exam, no need always blaim the lerturer for torturing us untill midnight.... sudd, so free, do nothing, nothing to do... lazy... sleep as long as I can.... although, all of these was wat I wish n wanted before but, feeling so lost... hmm.... =D

dint sleep for two days jz for complete my thesis, stay at the printing shop since 10am and bec to sch at 3pm... no breakfast, no lunch, no sleep... jz for the thesis, and last we submit 4copies to the school... jz for smth which jz wil show pass or fail in my transcript... bt i din study at all for the paper tht wil help me in increase my CGPA... I jz wish to pass the paper, and I put all my effort on the thesis tht I wish I get A... bt the truth was jz so opposite~~~ lalalala...

and later... goin to meet all of the noobies... nana, pingping, dodo and bubu...
today we gonna celebrate ah do bday, haha... ah ping free like me now I thk, submitted the thesis tht torture us for one semester and is near to the end now... ah Na, lama din meet lo... guess she finish exam dy bt stil left viva for her uni life ba... ah bu, lagi lama din meet... duno how he is doin at all... bt I guess shd b alright in evrthg gua... xD well.. is time to prepare leng leng lo... hehe... +)

My Favourite Food ~ *Mango Sticky Rice*

Finally I found my favourite food... *MANGO RICE* at tesco Sg. Dua...
even the it was not as nice as the one I always eat at Sunway Carnival Mall last time, but it stil satisfied my tummy well... hehe =)
I took my dinner at first, and I plan to keep it for my supper later.. but.. the mango smell is so strong and attract me so much untill I cant afford to hold on my plan... and last, I just finish it afetr I back from dinner... and it so yummy... xD Love it~~~

with the santan inside... the sweet mango.... and also the sticky rice... Love it so much... =)

新鞋与旧鞋

突然有一种想法

新鞋与旧鞋

新鞋

买的时候，只会看外观

要知道耐不耐穿，始终需要时间

旧鞋

穿的时候，总会最舒服

外观已经不再重要，也不需要时间要衡量

新鞋

往往经不起考验

或许，就只需几天它就出卖你了

你就后悔了当初把它购入

旧鞋

无论你再喜欢，它也总有坏的一天

坏了，无论多么的不舍你始终需要把它丢弃

丢弃了，伤心一会儿你就会没事了

很多事情，都可以用这个道理来解释

不过，有谁能够真正的了解到里面的意义呢？

新鞋与旧鞋

旧鞋始终会被新鞋取代

而这一刻的新鞋，下一秒也会被另一双新鞋取代

一直就这样循环着！

不过，在丢弃了旧鞋后；还未找到适合的新鞋前

这交替的时段，该如何拿捏？

每个人都不一样

有些人需要很长的一段时间

有些人却就在丢弃旧鞋的下一秒就找到了一双新鞋予自己

有些人会对旧鞋一直念念不忘，就算已经不合适了却依然守护着而不把它丢弃

有些人却是因为买了新鞋而把旧鞋弃置不理

在这交替的季节

你用了多少时间？

我又用了多少时间？

这就是世界的恶性循环

每一件事情，每一样东西

永远都等待着自己被别人取代的那一刻

P*zza Hut

went to P*zzA Hut for lunch jz nw... bt the service are seriously horrible and terrible...
first, the table are not clean... whn we are in, there are alot of table bt 70% of tht are nt clean up by the waiter even the customer ady gone... next, we find a table and sit down n order for our food...
the soup and drinks serve before the pizza, thn I asked for the cheese powder and pepper...
U knw wat the answer I gt frm the waiter?
[tak ada pepper...]
I was so wonder, is the restaurant itself did not serve the pepper anymore?
or the pepper is not available?
at last, the waiter said
[no stock]....

I jz wish to say *OH MY GOD* such a big fast food restaurant and you told me your pepper is out of stock? dun u shd check ur stock before u start ur business? a pepper, jz a little thg thn u tel me u hv no stock? omg~~~
and then, the waiter gv me the cheese powder aft I had request 3 TIMES to the same person...
and the cheese powder was just so OMG again~~~
jz left abt 5% inside, the 95% are empty... is it ur restaurant vry poor?
and u are nt able to support pepper for customer?? omg~~~

just 3 words for the P*zza Hut... Oh My God~~!!!!

here is the cheese powder tht I get frm the waiter aft 3 TIMES I asked for...

*argh...!!*

爱很简单

忘了是怎么开始

也许就是对你有一种感觉 

忽然间发现自己

已深深爱上你真的很简单 

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓

是是非非无法抉择

wu oh

没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随

那个疯狂的人是我

wu oh

I love you

无法不爱着你 baby 说你也爱我

wu～

I love you

永远不愿意 baby 失去你 

不可能更快乐

只要能在一起做什么都可以 

虽然世界变个不停

用最真诚的心

让爱变的简单（让爱变的简单） 

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓

是是非非无法抉择

wu oh～

没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随

那个疯狂的人是我

wu oh～

I love you

一直在这里baby 一直在爱你

wu ye～

i love you oh yes i do

永远都不放弃这爱的权利 

如果你还有一些困惑

oh no

请贴着我的心倾听

听我说着我爱你

yes i do 

我會永遠愛妳！！ 

i love you oh yes i do

一直在这里baby oh ye 一直在爱你

wu oh

I love you

永远都不放弃这爱的权利 

我會永遠愛妳！！

我愿意

思念是一种很玄的东西

如影~随形

无声又无息出没在心底

转眼~吞没我在寂默里

我无力抗拒特别是夜里喔~

想你到无法呼吸

恨不能立即朝你狂奔去

大声的告诉你~

愿意为你我愿意为你

我愿意为你忘记我姓名

就算多一秒停留在你怀里

失去世界也不可惜

我愿意为你我愿意为你

我愿意为你被放逐天际

只要你真心拿爱与我回应

什么都愿意

什么都愿意为你



~love~

~心情~8

炎热的天气，本该乖乖地准备明天的测验
不过，我却选择了阅读小说；而非我的笔记！

是张小娴的书
没什么特别，不过是爱情小说
但，我却看的一把眼泪一把鼻涕
为什么呢？我也不晓得
是感同身受吗？绝对不是！

今天的我应该是兴奋！高兴的！
不过，却找不到对的人分享我的喜悦

还记得我对朋友说了一句话
与其和错的人分享你的喜悦，倒不如保持沉默
一点也没错！

说说我读了的故事吧！

第一个故事，
她先爱上他
等待，是她唯一可以做的
中间，两个人终究在一起了
不过，最后依然是分开的
因为，她不能忍受他的心里住着他死去的前女友
只有死去的才能被刻骨铭心吗？

第二个故事，
他和她之间错过了
分别搭上了别人
最后依然在一起
不过，最后的最后
他离开了她，因为她的事业比他好
最后，他们只可以分别在不一样的地方关心对方
男人的尊严，那么重要吗？

第三个故事，[令我掉泪的一篇]
他们是在各自失恋时搭上的
他为了爱她，改变自己
不过却因为害怕承诺，他错过了她
她，一个人到异乡流浪
14年后，当他带着钻戒再次去到她的跟前时
她已经是宁静的安睡在坟墓里
而墓碑上写着 [爱妻xxx]，立碑的是她的丈夫
明明相爱，却狠心分离
就算已为人妻，在他乡她记挂着的依然是他
何苦呢？

爱情，终究是注定错过的
是吗？

爱一个人时，要懂得珍惜
被一个人爱时，要懂得把握

不要等到失去了，才后悔
这句话，每个人都懂
不过，能够办到的又有几个呢？

回头看过去
曾经，自己也一样执著的
不是吗？
看完了那些故事，我才渐渐明白
什么是爱情

[有时候寂寞，并不是因为自己离群
而是因为，心里还住着一个不能被遗忘的人]

而我的寂寞，是因为我还在寻找遗失了的自己

渐渐的，发现自己越来越是一个典型的天蝎座！

笑一个！ =)

~misc~4

well... what to write today?
lets talk abt the crazy stuff that I did last Saturday night.... ok...
Sunday, all ooi's family are bec for "cheng meng" at alor setar.... at first, I was not plan to went bec at all as I hv to work on Saturday and also Sunday... but, out of a sudden I feel so guilty coz din went bec to alor setar and pray for my ah ma... so... aft my dinner with 'boss' and frens on Saturday night, I called my mum and ask for her opinion. at 1st, my mum was nt allow me to drive bec to alor setar alone in the late night.. but aft I say tht I really feel so guilty n so on, my mum allow me to do so with the condition that my "boss" let me bec before 12am... and so lucky, tht day my "boss" say [ok, tidy up la] to me at sharp 12am... I called my mum, and I hv decided tht go bec to hostel to take a bath... thn start my journey to north, haha... mayb you all wont feel anythg wrong to drive so far alone, bt anyway it was a memorable experience for me....

1st, I was thought tht the whole highway willb light up bt actly it was not.... I was first scare whn I near to sg. Dua cz thr are all in darkness.... bt the feeling are so great... alone in the darkness, the feeling could nt b describe by words at all... then... I drive in high speed... all the way to north, the car is lesser compare with day time so it was not a problem to drive fast... bt, it was so dangerous actly... dun learn it, pls... =)

the most important thg tht I earn frm my journey was the enjoyable moments... the feeling was so great... driving alone, enjoy the music, travel in darkness... the car in front of you was so far for you to chase them, while the car behind you was so far and jz dissapear in the darkness whn thy slow down... the car on the road was chasing one anth and me too... try to get pass the car in front of me and move to the darkness alone... anyway, I was arrive safely at my grandpa house at 2am... =)

Sunday morning, we depart to the graveyard... we spend a whole morning over there and the Sun was so hot~~~ I sweat to the max... at first, I was promise to the "boss" that I wil reach sch by 3pm bt whn it was 1pm, I jz reach my grandpa hoz n nt yet bath and eat anythg yet... so, again I jz text [sorry] to him again and say tht i might only can reach sch around 430pm... he dint reply at all, Im worry whether he wil angry of me or nt... well, luckily he dint... =)

so... throughout the few days I was jz slept for few hrs per day....started Saturday night, 3am-7am, Sunday night, 5am-11am, Monday night which is last night, 330am-730am, so wat wilb my time for tonight?? I guess it wilb 3am-10am... hope that I can hv a long sleep tonight... I seriously need tht...

ok... lets end here... hv been quite a long time din update my blog dy so Jz try to  update wat I hv done in ths few days.... My time are bcm more n more unstable now... I would nt knw whr wilb me in the next moments....

Last Last week, my mum operation, I went KL for an interview and having test on Friday and travel again during weekend and start work on Last Monday, non-stop working, jz rest on Friday... ths kind of life goin to kill me soon... and I believe that I wilb psy soon too, or mayb now Im actly ady psy =P

well... end here end here, dun write anymore.... byebye

p/s: My english was so bad... alot of error up here and my thesis, my lect also started to complain abt it.. =(

Fed Up

well... Im so tired with the blogspot...
whn Im using old editor, when ever I made a new post the spacing n the line breaks cz me problem...
and nw Im convert to new editor as recommended, all the older post messed up tgther pula...
well... Im nt goin to edit my older post dy...

sorry to all.... [haha... seem like I gt alot of readers nia..] =P