~misc~

我真得很想说，我累了
你听见吗？

就算你听见了，那又怎样？
可以改变任何的事实吗？
不能
所以，你听见没有并不要紧的

我很累了
你知道吗？

就算你知道了，那又怎样？
可以解决我的问题吗？
不能
所以，你知道或不并不重要的


鸡婆！
是你给我唯一的借口！
那我相信，外面有更多的人可以让你鸡婆。


所以，
我相信你了解我告诉你的每一句话



感恩

啊！啊！

请允许我大声地，不客气地说：[他妈的！]

老天，您也太客气了吧？真的要让我无三不成礼吗？

为什么？您要一次又一次的考验我的定力？

这世界没那么小吧？我一直都以为这世界大得很呢！

可是，干嘛您要一次又一次的证明给我看[世界]到底有多小呢？

天啊！


为什么就不能让所有的一切尘归尘，土归土呢？

我现在这样不好吗？是有哪一点不对劲了？

您不需要那样对我吧？

我真的不想了

真的！


后记：幸运之神还是眷顾着我。一路顺风！可是，有得必有失！只希望，失去了一些；可以得到更多！

Being thankful~

I am thinking...
My luck is being with me...
but, at the same time... I realise that.. once you being optimistic, once you being thankful...
everything around you would be good as well... (^.^)

I am forcing myself to face all the truth...
while there are more for me to realise on, more for me to facing with....
I found that, it was actually part of my life... why should I being so suffer previously? (=.=)

Time flies and thing change and people around keep changing as well....
have nothing remain unchanged...
we have no idea when they will be leaving us...
we have no idea when we will leave the one that we loved...

we wont know what is coming up next in our life...

flash those photo of friends in FB today... and I just find out...
one of my FB friend, crash in relationship... and of course, I not sure who is the one abandon the other...
but, anyway... it surprise me....
they are lovely couple in the past... but now, no more...

L.O.V.E is so weak...
T.I.M.E always be the witness for it... =)

thanks god that I still living
thanks god that I still able to see, to talk, to listen...
thanks god~

幸福

今天，第一次

看一位，很“老”很“老”的朋友的演出

很高兴

他一直在努力的实践他喜欢的东西

很巧的

今早，打开面子书

看着“老”“老”朋友的照片，她过得很好（照片里）

当然，希望现实生活里她也一样幸福

更巧的

遇见一位，曾经很熟悉的人

也一样幸福

怀疑着上天

为什么？

我过得好好的

我很好

很多人，很多事情

我不需要遇见，更不需要知道

我只想知道

关心我的人，过得好不好

而今天，我都见证了他们很好

够了，那真的够了

我不想再去知道

别人的好不好

Drunk? No, I am not at all~

It my first time... to be in E-Library... thanks Nee for that... and you promise that you will bring me to OT for next meet... =P

Always, people around thought that I like to drink...
I love clubbing, I always drunk...

So sorry to say that
If... you thought me in this way... Then, really so sorry...
You are not my friend maybe.... or you are not understanding me enough...
or you are not close enough with me...

I... hate clubbing the most....
I feel so not comfortable under that kind of environment... smoke, loud music...
not my favourite at all....
I had been went for few times (not more than 3, I think) ....
and I swear, I not going to clubbing any more in my life....

I... maybe good in drinking....not easily get drunk...
but, I not really like it...
alcohol... I dint addicted on it....
I still spend my days with watching drama, shopping, washing, cleaning the most...

I am still being myself~~~
^^

Lie~

One day,
you might be able to lie the whole world...
you might be able to lie yourself...
you might be able to lie your heart...

but,
you could not lie your eye...
because,
the tears would roll out from the eye~~~

=)

few days, my mind keep pop out those thing happen in past...

seriously feel that myself was so naive and childish...

all the photo, all the post.. it just keep remind me that how deep was my love in the past...

thanks god.

thanks for let me saw what I should see long time ago...

thanks for knocking my head so many times just to tell me that I should awake from dreaming...

thanks for giving me the chance to go through all the thing...

thanks for failed me again in something that I thought it worth my whole life...

review back all my post, I just realise we did promise to each other once upon a time...

and now... no more...

sometime, I asked... do I still love?

sometime, I asked... do I still care?

sometime, I asked... why?

but always, there have no answer...

all the answer are deep inside my heart...

the reason why I turn off my blog...

the reason why I change my account...

it just because, I was so scare...

I scare anything that could remind me about us...

but today... it's April fool...

ok, fine.. I know it have nothing related... =P

but today, I think.. is time for me to face everything independently...

I never love to shopping alone, cause I scare of the loneliness..

but now.. Shopping, travel.. alone, was not a problem for me any more...

I never dare to step out from our past...

but now.. I have to... and the future... it just all about myself...

I found another me there.... ^^

lets cheer for a brand new me~~~

thanks so much for all the while.........

I did said, I never scare to try anything again... but I just worry that I would fail again...

and now, it's proven... I failed~ no one to blame, no one to scold...

moving on~~ always... I will wish that ou found your happiness lastly...

but sorry for this time, I being selfish... I would left all my wishes for only myself and those who really care about and who worth my caring~~~

wish that I can be happy and no worries forever~! =)