Tuesday, December 20, 2016

自己的作者-唯一的读者

很久 没有敲敲打打了

今晚,冬至前夕 一个人过

回首 2016,太多... ... 太多... 了
多到,敲打的时间和心情都被消磨掉了

每年的尾声,都开开心心的在回顾今年干了什么
没干了什么
再来许愿新的一年 万事亨通

2016
2016
痛还在,泪还转

无论多少开心的,不开心的
都没有办法 掩盖

2016
智慧牙掉了,好痛

2016
亲人离开了,很痛

2016
再一次回到城市了,好累

2016
迷失了,很累

一直告诉自己
我是我自己的作者
更是唯一的读者

不可以放弃初衷
不可以忘记自己

顾好自己的喜怒哀乐
别管他人的谁是谁非

最后的回眸终究会化为虚无

Monday, July 4, 2016

人 - 亡

那一天,您倒了

以为,只是正常不过的倒下
急救室里,你不停的抽蓄
眼睛闭着,却不停的挣扎

医生说,一切还好
就这样,几天过去了;听说您动了几次的手术
医生说,可以回家了

回家了,我想一切应该安好了

我出走了

才刚到步,手机里传来了您再一次送医的消息
没有太多的详细

隔天,情况更糟糕了
您的肺不听话了,不干活了
您的身体,开始罢工了

医学上,给您24小时的时间来证明
给了我们奢望奇迹的可能

1天,24小时,1440分钟,86400秒
我想,您决定离开了
家人,也决定放手了

不在身边,对不起

可是,我知道
我必须撑着,必须帮我的家人撑着
谁都可以倒下,只有我不可以

泪水 和 不舍
在异国,流干了
在他乡,哀悼了

我来了,看见您
很安详

她也很坚强
她们更是不懂事

我来了,撑过了
看着那一屡青烟,您的一辈子走完了
我想,唯一的遗憾是没有办法看着她们长大;陪她们出嫁;和她们分享您的一生

您的传奇
您的一生

就连生命的最后,您也准备好了
一切,很顺利

所有的传言,所有的不快
就让它烟消云散吧

活着的,好好过
离开的,在心中

Friday, April 29, 2016

不一样的价值观

原来 彼此的价值观有那么多的不一样
在你心里,我们只是男女朋友的关系
谈婚论嫁 太早了

的确,从没有考虑那么远
不过,你说出来的刹那 我还是痛了一下
倒抽了一口气
就算,也一样没有那个打算不过始终还是有所期待的


在我眼里 的调情
在你心里 变了朋友间理所当然的吹水

在我眼里 的尴尬身份 过分的照片
在你心里 变了只是朋友互相鼓励 互相update状况

在我眼里 的讨好和尊重
在你心里 变了没有必要,还没有谈婚论嫁凭什么要你讨好

在我眼里 的付出
在你心里 变了理所当然

在我眼里 的理所当然和应该
在你心里 变了伟大的付出与迁就


你到底 明白吗?
明白 我吃醋了吗?
明白 我在意了吗?
明白 我累了吗?
明白 我的压力球爆了吗?


因为 你当她是朋友,所以不可以诋毁
因为 我当你是伴侣,所以提出了要求
因为 你当她是朋友,所以她最好
因为 我当你是伴侣,所以都无所谓了

我不知道我可以撑到什么时候,只在想 你 是要我开口吗?



崩溃已经在敲门了
看来,哭泣就在路上
或许,孤独也不远了

Friday, March 18, 2016

今天,一件小事


话说,今日无聊 得来 又没有吃午饭的伴 
就一个人溜达,想说回家小睡一会

就在回家的路上,看见路边一对友族同胞夫妇摆档贩卖炸香蕉 之类的糕点

驱车停下,点了一些 递了一张五十块钱
太太看了一眼,告诉我他们没有零钱
丈夫转过头来,对我说了一句 “没关系,明天再给。。。吃了先!” 

我顿时愣了一下,虽说我没有半点想要吃霸王餐的意思
不过,
其一,我是第一次到这个档口买食物。既不是熟客,也不是每天会出现的人
其二,我俩素未谋面。根本就是路人甲乙丙丁的关系

就这两点,他们凭什么相信明天我会特地驱车前来还钱呢?

正好,不远就有一间麦当劳叔叔开的店
我就说,“好吧,我去麦叔叔那儿换些零钱回来。。."
就把食物放回,代会儿再用钱来赎回

这时,丈夫又开口了
“把食物带上,没有关系。。。不着急。。”
一旁的太太也附和着

我就很不好意思的把食物带上车,迅速到麦叔叔的店换了零钱回来

就一个小故事,不过
让我惊讶的是,在这充满谎言 布满骗子的世界
还有一些纯良的人心,总是相信美好

最后,钱还了
可是,我今天的收获还真的不小

谢谢你们让我相信
这个世界还是可以是美好的
不一定要处处算计,不需要时时刻刻警惕自己会被欺骗
虽然坏人,满地都是
不过,还是会有好人滴!

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

试用期爱情

听起来很讽刺,可是

原来,两个人在一起不一定拥有爱情的成分

你关心的是她
你疼爱的是她
你在意的是她
你心疼的是她
你喜欢的也是她

你害怕伤害,害怕失去
所以 不要开始
所以 一直关心


读懂了你喜欢的歌
里面的一字一句
都那么深刻


我们只是试用
也许,别人的情侣关系也是一样的
只是,从来没有人会把话说白

给彼此 三 至 五年的时间
看一看,试一试
可以共同生活,可以满足彼此的需求,可以配合过活
一切
都只是 试用

你心里面,装的不只是我
还有 她
还有 别人

你从不在意我的感受,因为你总不在乎

我过得好不好,你也从不过问
我只身在外时,亦是如此
我一个人回乡,也同


我想
每个人的心中都藏着一个人
一个,除了 他/她 另一半 以外的人
一个,不想伤害 只想关心 的人
一个,超出友谊 的人
一个,想疼爱一辈子的人


开始问自己
可以接受 和一个自己不爱的人一起吗?
可以接受 和一个不爱自己的人一起吗?

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

The Journey to Burma #2

This post would mainly summarize the hostel that I stayed over my travel in Myanmar and also the bus that I took in Myanmar.

Hostel:
Yangon - When I was in Yangon, I stayed at this hostel named, Space Boutique Hostel [https://www.facebook.com/spacehostelygn/] which located at the downtown area. The Bogyoke Market is within 5-10 minutes walking distance and the famous Shwedagon Pagoda is within 20-30 minutes walking distance.

The charges per night in a dorm was, USD 19 which is the average price per night in Yangon. This hostel is kind of new and not much visitors yet, so it was not a good suggestions if you would like to meet up with lots of other solo traveler. Apart from that, the staff do speak good english and the hostel is quite clean.

They do provide the airport transfer also, if you pay to the hostel directly they will charge you USD 10 but if you pay to the driver they will take you 8000 kyat only. But of course, for budget wise, you could actually grab a cab at around 5000 kyats outside the airport if you have time to bargain and say "NO" when they charge more.
To be hassle free, I asked for airport pick up from this hostel and they charge me USD 10 for that. But when I return, I pay the airport transfer to the driver directly and he took me 8000 kyats only. So lesson learnt was, do not ask for airport transfer from the hostel if your time of arrival permit you to get a cab safely.

Note: The hostel arrange me a 4-person dorm for my stay (last night of my trip) and well there is no one in the dorm except me. So again, basically I own the dorm privately though I paid for the charges for a dorm bed only.

Oh ya, I arranged the stay thru email. They usually respond me within 24 hours.


Bagan - I stayed here, Ostello Bello Bagan [http://www.ostellobello.com/#ob_bagan]. Basically this hostel is famous among travelers and they usually run out of rooms during peak season for walk-in travelers. Thus, book your room ahead. They do provide a few types of dorm and private rooms too.
This hostel is run by foreigner and the entire styling is so so so nice~ Their staff speak English well too, so no worry on the communication.

The only down side that I had with them was the bed I slept having bed-bugs and they do not change the room for me on the first night and saying that my itchiness was because of my skin allergic. Until the next day morning, they do promise to clean my bed. But again, anyone who experienced bed bugs before should know that changing the bed linen does not help. A thoroughly cleansing is needed to kick away the bugs. Therefore, I got bite again on the second night and after I made complaints again the staff find another empty bed in other dorm for me to take rest till the morning.

The charges for the dorm was USD 19 which is similar to Yangon. And I found that, Yangon and Bagan are the most expensive cities in Myanmar. Others are charging me nothing more than USD 10 for a dorm.


Hsi Paw - I came here purposely for the trekking and also taking the train thru the Goteik Viaduct. I stayed in Mr. Charles Guesthouse [http://www.mrcharleshotel.com/] in Hsi Paw. They do charge only USD 7 for a dorm bed and surprisingly they only have 6 beds in the dorm with only 1 dorm in this hostel.

On the other side, they do provide single rooms as well at USD 7. So it would be depends on your own preference. For the same price, you may choose to sleep in the dorm or the private single room.
But, only the dorm have air conditioner. The private room only come with fan, and of course the weather is cool in Hsi Paw so air conditioner is not a necessary like Yangon / Bagan.

Why I am staying here is because they do offer the trekking package and they are good at it.


Mandalay - Staying in Mandalay was not in my initial plan, but I came here after took the train and spend only 1 night here then take the bus to Yangon without doing any sight seeing. This hostel is belong to a SG friend's sister-in-law's auntie who I met in Hsi Paw. Ok, I know is kind of long relationship. xD

They charge only USD 10 for a night in dorm and they only receive reservation thru email and FB [https://www.facebook.com/Yoe-Yoe-Lay-Homestay-122408557948266/timeline]

The owner do speak mandarin if you are Chinese, she is Chinese whose ancestor from China. According to her, Mandalay have lots more Chinese compare with other cities in Myanmar.

Overall, the stay in Yoe Yoe Lay Homestay was pleasant and feel warm with the welcome drinks and fruit.

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I bought 80% of my bus travel ticket in advance thru the Myanmar bus ticket website, http://myanmarbusticket.com/

There are few choices for those road and if you are taking an overnight bus, do take the VIP bus is budget is allowed. The space for the normal bus would really squeeze and uncomfortable. Also, the bus would be slightly old for those normal bus and the chances of getting breakdown during the trip is higher. ^^

If your schedule are tight and no delay is allow, it is better to book the ticket in advance but yeah, it would cost more as they charge an additional service charges if bought online.



The Journey to Burma #1

It is my first time on writing a travel blog. Wonder if I wanted to do this, but... the information available online is too little for Burma, so I guess, I might can contribute a little bit to it to make it more informative. But first of all, yeah, I am not a professional solo traveler yet. So please accept my apologize beforehand if there is anything you found inappropriate. :)

Basically, I spent 11 days in Burma back in November 2015. I bought the return flight ticket about 2 weeks before I travel, so it was a little bit costly. The return flight ticket cost me around MYR 610++ from AirAsia to fly in to and out from Yangon, Myanmar.

Note: Yangon is no longer the capital of Myanmar, but it still the biggest city in Myanmar which operates most of the international flight. You may opt to fly in and out thru Mandalay (another big city in Myanmar) if you are going from Bangkok, Thailand.

So, this post would briefly introduce my itinerary and the travel information for this trip and I shall post again on the details of the trip next :)

For Malaysian, we going to need tourist visa to enter Myanmar. Yes, holding Malaysian passport, we need visa to enter Myanmar, a SEA country! Well, this was my first time gotta need a visa to enter a country and surprisingly the visa was not apply thru the embassy of Myanmar but was thru an agent named, Ever Fine Services which located nearby the Masjid Jamek LRT station.

Ever Fine Services: http://www.everfineservices.com.my/
The price was about MYR 141++ and the service is fast as you go in the morning, get your visa ready by evening of the same day. So, I went there at around 9am in the morning and there is less than 2 people in the queue and submit the documents needed, make payment all done by 10am. Then, I went back again at around 3pm to get my visa.

You can find them easily as they located on the second floor (kind of) of a hotel. You may follow the direction on their website to reach their office. It was not hard to find at all.
Basically, the way they work are like they collect the visa application and send it to the embassy around noon and get the visa back for the applicant in afternoon at the same day. If you are going there in the afternoon, do expect to get your visa on the next working day. And if not mistaken, they operates during Saturday too. But for sure, you could not get your visa ready on the same day.

But, do make sure you have your passport with at least 6 months validity, fill in the form (which can be downloaded from their website), and a visa passport sized photo beforehand. (also, not forget about the money $$)

So, got the flight ticket, got the visa, then what else?

Accommodation and itinerary is next!!

Since I will be taking some night bus to travel around the city, the accommodation is not necessary for each of every night when I am there. So, it will be good to done the with itinerary first before book your accommodation.

Day 1: Arrived in Yangon, travel to Bagan at night.
Day 2: Arrived in Bagan
Day 3: Bagan
Day 4: Bagan, travel to Inlay Lake at night
Day 5: Arrived in Inlay Lake, travel to Hsipaw at night
Day 6: Arrived in Hsipaw, start the 3 days 2 nights trekking
Day 7: Trekking
Day 8: End the trekking around noon, and spend a night in Hsi paw
Day 9: Took the Train from Hsi paw to Pyin Oo Lwin, then travel to Mandalay from there
Day 10: Took the bus from Mandalay to Yangon, arrived in Yangon at evening
Day 11: Leave Yangon

For accommodation, I have only spent 2 nights in Bagan, 1 night in Hsi Paw, 1 night in Mandalay and 1 night in Yangon out of the 10 nights in my trip. Other than that, I spent 2 nights in the local village during my trekking in Hsi Paw and 3 nights in the bus.

Also, the trip was twisted from my initial planning after I reached in Hsi Paw. The one listed above was my final itinerary. ^^

Stay tune for more information on the accommodation & bus ticket purchase!