♥♥♥

Sometimes WE have to let things go so there's room for better things to come into OUR life
WE can make OUR life better, and then become the best... I have confidence that YOU will complete ME and I am confident that Myself are the only one for YOU ♥

When you truly love someone, their mistakes never change our feelings because it's the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares
I know that you care me more than everything, and me too. You are my everything not only for now, but also in the future. I really appreciate the moments that belong to US

Putting the past behind and forgiving someone is the sweetest form of payback
Sometimes things have to be broken so that the right person can come and put everything back together to make it better than before
Putting US back together by the god is because WE are the right person for each other since the past, for now and also for the future~ ♥

Strongest people: the one who decided they'll never going to let someone bring them down & never give up fighting for their happiness
Don't let anyone bring US down, WE wil never give up fighting for OUR happiness and future =)

Use your smile to change the world, and always remember never let the world change your smile

Starting all over is not that bad. Because when you restart, you get another chance to make things right
WE started to make things right now, and keep it continue for OUR future

Make your anger so expensive that no one can afford it and your happiness so cheap that people can almost get it free.
Never getting angry cause it is not worth at all... YOU are the only one who worth everything in my life ♥

Some relationships are like Tom & Jerry. They tease each other and irritate each other, but also can't live without each other
so YOU are the TOM and I am the JERRY ♥

Simple rules of life: whatever makes you sad, leave it. Whatever makes you happy, keep it

Don't worry, be happy. Worrying won’t keep the bad stuff from happening to you. It just keeps you from enjoying the good stuff ahead.
Lets start enjoy OUR new life, new relation

Live for the moments, not for the memories. Live for your present and your future, not for the past
WE are live for OUR future~ remember, not only YOUR and not only MINE but is always be OUR ♥

with love ♥

~misc~10

another night, just another night.. right?
nothing so special at all

but just again...
is because I am thinking too much?
is because I am asking too much?
is because I wanted too much?

yes, I am greedy

I want it all or nothing at all
I dont want something that I just can own for part of it
if you just plan to give part of it to me, I rather choose to have nothing at all

I am wondering which way should I choose
I am wondering which is the way that could make me happier
I am wondering what is myself thinking about

沉默 与 低调

~心情~11

如果
停止呼吸，心脏停止跳动
上天就会停止所有的烦恼的话

我会说：{我愿意，我愿意用一切去交换}


聆听
是我对你最奢侈的要求
对不起
忘了，都过去了

多想
是我一直以来的习惯
不好意思
吵到隔壁的你了

好胜
是我没办法改掉的
一个失败就足以毁掉一切

很快
以我为傲的人
我会是你们最大的羞耻

~misc~9

well... done my VIVA this morning, I guess my supervisor was not so happy with my performance... sorry about that, but examiner told was just some comment so I never think of to defence my work at all that time... however, I guess I dissapointed you again... sorry...

today, actually going for a gathering with my old friends but there are too less people joining in so it just cancelled like that... I asked for off so what I gonna do? nothing, but just enjoy the time being alone at home... hungry when I back to hostel just now, have no idea what to eat at all so just ignore the dinner... have a movie as my dinner, great? erm.. not bad...

what I having now? a tired face, a tired mind, a pair of tired eyes... what else?

one more month to go.... I should appreciate and enjoy the moment that is limited for me on this lovely island I guess.... going to leave here soon, a place that I stay for almost 4years.... have fun with all friends over here, get to know new friends here, studied together, then they leave and I leave too, but I am back to here again one year ago and next month would be the turn for me to leave here peacefully.... I wont forget the moments that we gossips, jokes and funs together, I wont forget the moments that we work hard together for the exam, I wont forget every single moment that we spent together... I gain not knowledge here, but also my life, and experience alot... no matter who you are, thanks for step in my life and if you had leave, no worry, you are welcome to be here again...

right after 32days from now, I would be free... free from the things that make me stress, free from study, free from facing the screen for more than 12hours per day, free from the prisoner...

I wish I can fly, as high as the sky... someone say sky is my limit, I can as high as I wish...
I am wondering, there should be no limit for me not even the sky....

there should not have any limit for me to chase my dream,
I believe that I can fly much more higher than the sky... =)

we should talk... we should find a chance and talk nicely to each other...

~misc~8

just finish bathe... heard that there are 5 peoples failed the subject that we took last semester... I am one of them? I am not sure, but I am shock when I first heard... and now, started worry... how if I am one of the five? I fail, so mean I wont be graduate, so mean I not yet finish my study, so mean I cant start my career, so mean all my plan ruin... nothing I can do other than just pray hard that I am not one of the unlucky five.... (*.*)

finally, clear all my dirty clothes and washed them... quite busy since few weeks ago... I not been home for 2 weeks also, not sure whether anything happen at my home again... tomorrow, will be the only off day for me this week... I have to use the day to study my thesis and prepare for my VIVA on Monday... best luck with me please... I have no idea what kind of question will the examiner throw to me, I have no idea whether the dean or deputy dean will ask me anything about my thesis, I am not sure whether my supervisor will be the one who killing me on that time or not... everything is so scary.... =.=

I have a lot of plan, but I am not sure whether it would be work or not... plan to run away from work for gathering, plan to moving my things back to my home, plan to move all the stuff down to the place that I gonna stay in future, plan to travel while attending conference, plan to have a nice trip after everything is settle down and before I start my career... plan plan and plan...
{If you fail to plan, then you plan to fail}
hope that my plan wont fail at all... =)

and last... I am tired~~~!!!!! @.@

~心情~10

又一次的

不明白

无缘无故的

发脾气

讨厌自己

厌倦

累

想了很久

原来

没有了很多

错过了更多

最苦的时候

不在身边

如鱼得水

遥望

相知

缺少了什么

信心和勇气

信任还是坚持

(= . =)

~misc~7

one down.. and yet anth one is waiting for me on next Monday... hmm... complicated...
alot of bad things happen on me recently... work non-stop... getting fat jor... and the most bad is got saman yesterday... due to illegal parking!!!! so geram... I park evrtm, bt u nvr saman me at all... and now suddenly saw a saman on my mirror whn I wana drive my car away... duno how much tht i goin to pay ths time dy...


I duno the compliment from u is sincere or not, or u are actually teasing me as u always say tht u dun like my works... but what can I do? thts me... and is only one [me] in this world... so... I cnt force evr1 to like me including u.. I wont follow all ur way if I thk tht u are wrong.... and is so unfair for me.... evr1 getting their off during the presentation day, but me? u jz let me off 1day on weekend while the oth also off on the same day.. it mean thy getting 1more offday than me... how u calculated actually? i am wonder, but yet nthg i can do~~!


reciv a weird call this early morning... at 5am!!! yes, is at 5am~!! a number that I duno who is tht, not in my contact list... *i dint silent my phone last night because I scare I cant wake up ths morning if thr is someone call me from school* but, I woke up bt the call at 5am... I decided to pick up the call... and here is the conversation...
me [*silent...]
thr [ *silent...] [hello...]
me [oh... hello...] [*continue silent...waiting for him to say smth...]
thr [hello...]
me [hmm... hello... who is thr?]
thr [u knw who am i?]
me[*feel so weird...] [ah? who are u?]
thr [u knw who am i? I am XXX ah..]
me [*actly nt really recall who is him...but stil hv to...] [oh ya, wat happen?]
thr [u sleep dy?]
me [hmm.... yes...]
thr [oh...] then [*tu...tu...]
he jz hang up the phone like tht... I was curious, why make him called me in this early morning and ask whether I sleep dy? well... try to continue my sleep, but jz cant... bz it is getting closer and closer to my presentation time... after I woke up ths morning at 9am, I try to recall the name and the sound and so hard I rmb who is him... but, why and what happen actually?
ok, I wont call him back to ask why of course... wont be so stupid...
just let it be... if thr is really smth urgent, he might call me again... but hope tht wont at midnight or early morning such as 5am again... =.=


few weeks, seems getting closer but yet so far... I understand you, but I jz stop myself to understand more so tht I wont get hurts or what... you, does not know what I actually need at all... and mayb you dont even know what urself needed all the while also... god bless you..
thank you for told me so much abt evrthg...
now only I realise all the thg tht happen in the past, and I had pulled into the trouble by someone...
some more, made me as the reason of why thy hurted you... and you agreed with thm, so...
nth much I would like to say...
let it be natural as you said mayb...
you nvr let go, you nvr trust me, you nvr listen to me, you nvr understand me...
you see what I did, but you duno what I had gone through...
you know my name, but not my story throughout the periods tht you was not around...
I told u...
sometimes, I am not afraid to try it again, but I am just afraid to fail again for the same reason... =)
I built tough to faced all the trouble, but I am also feeling tired in this game...

~ B.I.T.C.H. ~

1. I am a Beautiful girl
2. I have my Ideal life now
3. of course, I am Talent
4. and I am Confident in everything
5. last but not least, I am Happy right now

So...
I am B.I.T.C.H.

haha.... xD

~心情~9

开始想，好人的定义是什么？
好女人的定义又是什么？
单纯，白痴，什么都不懂的女人才有资格称好女人？
势利了一些些，聪明了一点点，就不可以是好女人吗？
没有人希望被别人认为自己很坏
不过，有时候是身不由己。
有谁会明白呢？

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我也不想自己那么聪明
我也不要自己那么势利
我也希望有人可以看穿我的逞强
我也渴望有人可以看破我的伪装
不过，没有人
就是没有人

我的笨在于完全不会让自己看起来笨一点！

所有的强悍只为了保护自己不再受伤，因为身上早就已经布满了伤口


笑一个 =)

明天依然会到，日子依然要过
麻烦依然要来，强势还是要继续
软弱只会让别人看扁自己
希望自己可以软弱，可是更需要逞强来继续保护自己