听起来很讽刺，可是
原来，两个人在一起不一定拥有爱情的成分
你关心的是她
你疼爱的是她
你在意的是她
你心疼的是她
你喜欢的也是她
你害怕伤害，害怕失去
所以 不要开始
所以 一直关心
读懂了你喜欢的歌
里面的一字一句
都那么深刻
我们只是试用
也许，别人的情侣关系也是一样的
只是，从来没有人会把话说白
给彼此 三 至 五年的时间
看一看，试一试
可以共同生活，可以满足彼此的需求，可以配合过活
一切
都只是 试用
你心里面，装的不只是我
还有 她
还有 别人
你从不在意我的感受，因为你总不在乎
我过得好不好，你也从不过问
我只身在外时，亦是如此
我一个人回乡，也同
我想
每个人的心中都藏着一个人
一个，除了 他/她 另一半 以外的人
一个，不想伤害 只想关心 的人
一个，超出友谊 的人
一个，想疼爱一辈子的人
开始问自己
可以接受 和一个自己不爱的人一起吗？
可以接受 和一个不爱自己的人一起吗？
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
The Journey to Burma #2
This post would mainly summarize the hostel that I stayed over my travel in Myanmar and also the bus that I took in Myanmar.
Hostel:
Yangon - When I was in Yangon, I stayed at this hostel named, Space Boutique Hostel [https://www.facebook.com/spacehostelygn/] which located at the downtown area. The Bogyoke Market is within 5-10 minutes walking distance and the famous Shwedagon Pagoda is within 20-30 minutes walking distance.
The charges per night in a dorm was, USD 19 which is the average price per night in Yangon. This hostel is kind of new and not much visitors yet, so it was not a good suggestions if you would like to meet up with lots of other solo traveler. Apart from that, the staff do speak good english and the hostel is quite clean.
They do provide the airport transfer also, if you pay to the hostel directly they will charge you USD 10 but if you pay to the driver they will take you 8000 kyat only. But of course, for budget wise, you could actually grab a cab at around 5000 kyats outside the airport if you have time to bargain and say "NO" when they charge more.
To be hassle free, I asked for airport pick up from this hostel and they charge me USD 10 for that. But when I return, I pay the airport transfer to the driver directly and he took me 8000 kyats only. So lesson learnt was, do not ask for airport transfer from the hostel if your time of arrival permit you to get a cab safely.
Note: The hostel arrange me a 4-person dorm for my stay (last night of my trip) and well there is no one in the dorm except me. So again, basically I own the dorm privately though I paid for the charges for a dorm bed only.
Oh ya, I arranged the stay thru email. They usually respond me within 24 hours.
Bagan - I stayed here, Ostello Bello Bagan [http://www.ostellobello.com/#ob_bagan]. Basically this hostel is famous among travelers and they usually run out of rooms during peak season for walk-in travelers. Thus, book your room ahead. They do provide a few types of dorm and private rooms too.
This hostel is run by foreigner and the entire styling is so so so nice~ Their staff speak English well too, so no worry on the communication.
The only down side that I had with them was the bed I slept having bed-bugs and they do not change the room for me on the first night and saying that my itchiness was because of my skin allergic. Until the next day morning, they do promise to clean my bed. But again, anyone who experienced bed bugs before should know that changing the bed linen does not help. A thoroughly cleansing is needed to kick away the bugs. Therefore, I got bite again on the second night and after I made complaints again the staff find another empty bed in other dorm for me to take rest till the morning.
The charges for the dorm was USD 19 which is similar to Yangon. And I found that, Yangon and Bagan are the most expensive cities in Myanmar. Others are charging me nothing more than USD 10 for a dorm.
Hsi Paw - I came here purposely for the trekking and also taking the train thru the Goteik Viaduct. I stayed in Mr. Charles Guesthouse [http://www.mrcharleshotel.com/] in Hsi Paw. They do charge only USD 7 for a dorm bed and surprisingly they only have 6 beds in the dorm with only 1 dorm in this hostel.
On the other side, they do provide single rooms as well at USD 7. So it would be depends on your own preference. For the same price, you may choose to sleep in the dorm or the private single room.
But, only the dorm have air conditioner. The private room only come with fan, and of course the weather is cool in Hsi Paw so air conditioner is not a necessary like Yangon / Bagan.
Why I am staying here is because they do offer the trekking package and they are good at it.
Mandalay - Staying in Mandalay was not in my initial plan, but I came here after took the train and spend only 1 night here then take the bus to Yangon without doing any sight seeing. This hostel is belong to a SG friend's sister-in-law's auntie who I met in Hsi Paw. Ok, I know is kind of long relationship. xD
They charge only USD 10 for a night in dorm and they only receive reservation thru email and FB [https://www.facebook.com/Yoe-Yoe-Lay-Homestay-122408557948266/timeline]
The owner do speak mandarin if you are Chinese, she is Chinese whose ancestor from China. According to her, Mandalay have lots more Chinese compare with other cities in Myanmar.
Overall, the stay in Yoe Yoe Lay Homestay was pleasant and feel warm with the welcome drinks and fruit.
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I bought 80% of my bus travel ticket in advance thru the Myanmar bus ticket website, http://myanmarbusticket.com/
There are few choices for those road and if you are taking an overnight bus, do take the VIP bus is budget is allowed. The space for the normal bus would really squeeze and uncomfortable. Also, the bus would be slightly old for those normal bus and the chances of getting breakdown during the trip is higher. ^^
If your schedule are tight and no delay is allow, it is better to book the ticket in advance but yeah, it would cost more as they charge an additional service charges if bought online.
Hostel:
Yangon - When I was in Yangon, I stayed at this hostel named, Space Boutique Hostel [https://www.facebook.com/spacehostelygn/] which located at the downtown area. The Bogyoke Market is within 5-10 minutes walking distance and the famous Shwedagon Pagoda is within 20-30 minutes walking distance.
The charges per night in a dorm was, USD 19 which is the average price per night in Yangon. This hostel is kind of new and not much visitors yet, so it was not a good suggestions if you would like to meet up with lots of other solo traveler. Apart from that, the staff do speak good english and the hostel is quite clean.
They do provide the airport transfer also, if you pay to the hostel directly they will charge you USD 10 but if you pay to the driver they will take you 8000 kyat only. But of course, for budget wise, you could actually grab a cab at around 5000 kyats outside the airport if you have time to bargain and say "NO" when they charge more.
To be hassle free, I asked for airport pick up from this hostel and they charge me USD 10 for that. But when I return, I pay the airport transfer to the driver directly and he took me 8000 kyats only. So lesson learnt was, do not ask for airport transfer from the hostel if your time of arrival permit you to get a cab safely.
Note: The hostel arrange me a 4-person dorm for my stay (last night of my trip) and well there is no one in the dorm except me. So again, basically I own the dorm privately though I paid for the charges for a dorm bed only.
Oh ya, I arranged the stay thru email. They usually respond me within 24 hours.
Bagan - I stayed here, Ostello Bello Bagan [http://www.ostellobello.com/#ob_bagan]. Basically this hostel is famous among travelers and they usually run out of rooms during peak season for walk-in travelers. Thus, book your room ahead. They do provide a few types of dorm and private rooms too.
This hostel is run by foreigner and the entire styling is so so so nice~ Their staff speak English well too, so no worry on the communication.
The only down side that I had with them was the bed I slept having bed-bugs and they do not change the room for me on the first night and saying that my itchiness was because of my skin allergic. Until the next day morning, they do promise to clean my bed. But again, anyone who experienced bed bugs before should know that changing the bed linen does not help. A thoroughly cleansing is needed to kick away the bugs. Therefore, I got bite again on the second night and after I made complaints again the staff find another empty bed in other dorm for me to take rest till the morning.
The charges for the dorm was USD 19 which is similar to Yangon. And I found that, Yangon and Bagan are the most expensive cities in Myanmar. Others are charging me nothing more than USD 10 for a dorm.
Hsi Paw - I came here purposely for the trekking and also taking the train thru the Goteik Viaduct. I stayed in Mr. Charles Guesthouse [http://www.mrcharleshotel.com/] in Hsi Paw. They do charge only USD 7 for a dorm bed and surprisingly they only have 6 beds in the dorm with only 1 dorm in this hostel.
On the other side, they do provide single rooms as well at USD 7. So it would be depends on your own preference. For the same price, you may choose to sleep in the dorm or the private single room.
But, only the dorm have air conditioner. The private room only come with fan, and of course the weather is cool in Hsi Paw so air conditioner is not a necessary like Yangon / Bagan.
Why I am staying here is because they do offer the trekking package and they are good at it.
Mandalay - Staying in Mandalay was not in my initial plan, but I came here after took the train and spend only 1 night here then take the bus to Yangon without doing any sight seeing. This hostel is belong to a SG friend's sister-in-law's auntie who I met in Hsi Paw. Ok, I know is kind of long relationship. xD
They charge only USD 10 for a night in dorm and they only receive reservation thru email and FB [https://www.facebook.com/Yoe-Yoe-Lay-Homestay-122408557948266/timeline]
The owner do speak mandarin if you are Chinese, she is Chinese whose ancestor from China. According to her, Mandalay have lots more Chinese compare with other cities in Myanmar.
Overall, the stay in Yoe Yoe Lay Homestay was pleasant and feel warm with the welcome drinks and fruit.
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I bought 80% of my bus travel ticket in advance thru the Myanmar bus ticket website, http://myanmarbusticket.com/
There are few choices for those road and if you are taking an overnight bus, do take the VIP bus is budget is allowed. The space for the normal bus would really squeeze and uncomfortable. Also, the bus would be slightly old for those normal bus and the chances of getting breakdown during the trip is higher. ^^
If your schedule are tight and no delay is allow, it is better to book the ticket in advance but yeah, it would cost more as they charge an additional service charges if bought online.
The Journey to Burma #1
It is my first time on writing a travel blog. Wonder if I wanted to do this, but... the information available online is too little for Burma, so I guess, I might can contribute a little bit to it to make it more informative. But first of all, yeah, I am not a professional solo traveler yet. So please accept my apologize beforehand if there is anything you found inappropriate. :)
Basically, I spent 11 days in Burma back in November 2015. I bought the return flight ticket about 2 weeks before I travel, so it was a little bit costly. The return flight ticket cost me around MYR 610++ from AirAsia to fly in to and out from Yangon, Myanmar.
Note: Yangon is no longer the capital of Myanmar, but it still the biggest city in Myanmar which operates most of the international flight. You may opt to fly in and out thru Mandalay (another big city in Myanmar) if you are going from Bangkok, Thailand.
So, this post would briefly introduce my itinerary and the travel information for this trip and I shall post again on the details of the trip next :)
For Malaysian, we going to need tourist visa to enter Myanmar. Yes, holding Malaysian passport, we need visa to enter Myanmar, a SEA country! Well, this was my first time gotta need a visa to enter a country and surprisingly the visa was not apply thru the embassy of Myanmar but was thru an agent named, Ever Fine Services which located nearby the Masjid Jamek LRT station.
Ever Fine Services: http://www.everfineservices.com.my/
The price was about MYR 141++ and the service is fast as you go in the morning, get your visa ready by evening of the same day. So, I went there at around 9am in the morning and there is less than 2 people in the queue and submit the documents needed, make payment all done by 10am. Then, I went back again at around 3pm to get my visa.
You can find them easily as they located on the second floor (kind of) of a hotel. You may follow the direction on their website to reach their office. It was not hard to find at all.
Basically, the way they work are like they collect the visa application and send it to the embassy around noon and get the visa back for the applicant in afternoon at the same day. If you are going there in the afternoon, do expect to get your visa on the next working day. And if not mistaken, they operates during Saturday too. But for sure, you could not get your visa ready on the same day.
But, do make sure you have your passport with at least 6 months validity, fill in the form (which can be downloaded from their website), and a visa passport sized photo beforehand. (also, not forget about the money $$)
So, got the flight ticket, got the visa, then what else?
Accommodation and itinerary is next!!
Since I will be taking some night bus to travel around the city, the accommodation is not necessary for each of every night when I am there. So, it will be good to done the with itinerary first before book your accommodation.
Day 1: Arrived in Yangon, travel to Bagan at night.
Day 2: Arrived in Bagan
Day 3: Bagan
Day 4: Bagan, travel to Inlay Lake at night
Day 5: Arrived in Inlay Lake, travel to Hsipaw at night
Day 6: Arrived in Hsipaw, start the 3 days 2 nights trekking
Day 7: Trekking
Day 8: End the trekking around noon, and spend a night in Hsi paw
Day 9: Took the Train from Hsi paw to Pyin Oo Lwin, then travel to Mandalay from there
Day 10: Took the bus from Mandalay to Yangon, arrived in Yangon at evening
Day 11: Leave Yangon
For accommodation, I have only spent 2 nights in Bagan, 1 night in Hsi Paw, 1 night in Mandalay and 1 night in Yangon out of the 10 nights in my trip. Other than that, I spent 2 nights in the local village during my trekking in Hsi Paw and 3 nights in the bus.
Also, the trip was twisted from my initial planning after I reached in Hsi Paw. The one listed above was my final itinerary. ^^
Stay tune for more information on the accommodation & bus ticket purchase!
Basically, I spent 11 days in Burma back in November 2015. I bought the return flight ticket about 2 weeks before I travel, so it was a little bit costly. The return flight ticket cost me around MYR 610++ from AirAsia to fly in to and out from Yangon, Myanmar.
Note: Yangon is no longer the capital of Myanmar, but it still the biggest city in Myanmar which operates most of the international flight. You may opt to fly in and out thru Mandalay (another big city in Myanmar) if you are going from Bangkok, Thailand.
So, this post would briefly introduce my itinerary and the travel information for this trip and I shall post again on the details of the trip next :)
For Malaysian, we going to need tourist visa to enter Myanmar. Yes, holding Malaysian passport, we need visa to enter Myanmar, a SEA country! Well, this was my first time gotta need a visa to enter a country and surprisingly the visa was not apply thru the embassy of Myanmar but was thru an agent named, Ever Fine Services which located nearby the Masjid Jamek LRT station.
Ever Fine Services: http://www.everfineservices.com.my/
The price was about MYR 141++ and the service is fast as you go in the morning, get your visa ready by evening of the same day. So, I went there at around 9am in the morning and there is less than 2 people in the queue and submit the documents needed, make payment all done by 10am. Then, I went back again at around 3pm to get my visa.
You can find them easily as they located on the second floor (kind of) of a hotel. You may follow the direction on their website to reach their office. It was not hard to find at all.
Basically, the way they work are like they collect the visa application and send it to the embassy around noon and get the visa back for the applicant in afternoon at the same day. If you are going there in the afternoon, do expect to get your visa on the next working day. And if not mistaken, they operates during Saturday too. But for sure, you could not get your visa ready on the same day.
But, do make sure you have your passport with at least 6 months validity, fill in the form (which can be downloaded from their website), and a visa passport sized photo beforehand. (also, not forget about the money $$)
So, got the flight ticket, got the visa, then what else?
Accommodation and itinerary is next!!
Since I will be taking some night bus to travel around the city, the accommodation is not necessary for each of every night when I am there. So, it will be good to done the with itinerary first before book your accommodation.
Day 1: Arrived in Yangon, travel to Bagan at night.
Day 2: Arrived in Bagan
Day 3: Bagan
Day 4: Bagan, travel to Inlay Lake at night
Day 5: Arrived in Inlay Lake, travel to Hsipaw at night
Day 6: Arrived in Hsipaw, start the 3 days 2 nights trekking
Day 7: Trekking
Day 8: End the trekking around noon, and spend a night in Hsi paw
Day 9: Took the Train from Hsi paw to Pyin Oo Lwin, then travel to Mandalay from there
Day 10: Took the bus from Mandalay to Yangon, arrived in Yangon at evening
Day 11: Leave Yangon
For accommodation, I have only spent 2 nights in Bagan, 1 night in Hsi Paw, 1 night in Mandalay and 1 night in Yangon out of the 10 nights in my trip. Other than that, I spent 2 nights in the local village during my trekking in Hsi Paw and 3 nights in the bus.
Also, the trip was twisted from my initial planning after I reached in Hsi Paw. The one listed above was my final itinerary. ^^
Stay tune for more information on the accommodation & bus ticket purchase!
Monday, November 2, 2015
Month of November
又来到十一月了
这一个，属于我的月份
最近，自己的情绪很不稳定
经常会掉进胡思乱想的状态
也越来越负面了
运动量，少了
跑步，几乎停止了
旅行，今年完全没有
一直质疑为什么自己变得如此的恐怖
对， 可以用恐怖来形容自己
无论大小事，重要与否
第一个想法永远是负面的
而且也越来越冲动了
所以，无形中花了许多不该花的钱
过几天就是自己的生日了
应该高兴的，不是吗？
不知怎得，就是开心不起来
总觉得，四周围的人都有在欺骗自己的可能
在这样的构想活着，很累
身边的人，没有可以相信的
每天都活在这个勾心斗角，你死我活的世界
唯有自己可以相信自己
就算自己以为最亲的人，也有背叛的可能
Sunday, July 12, 2015
我们 怎么了？
我们都彼此那么爱过
大学时期，爱得轰轰烈烈的；恨不得每天就腻在一起
从不掩饰对对方的爱意
长大了
世界还是一样的简单，可是我们都变复杂了
爱一个人，我们不再轻易地说出口
就算思念，只会默默的躲在一边
就算伤心，也一个人躲起来偷偷的哭泣
不再喧哗
不再告诉别人自己的爱
不再像对小情侣逛街拍拖
彼此的生活，变得乏味多了
下班后，都恨不得各自躲在自己的窝里
静静的看书，看着综艺节目里的主持人狂笑
只想一个人好好的过，爱情不再是必需品
可有可无
周末，勉强的共处一室
屋里却是寂静无比
惯例的吃着典型的早午晚三餐
外面那诱人的甜点，你不会带我吃
外面那诱人的景点，你从没带我去
朋友的约会，各自赴约
说是，彼此需要空间
不再黏在一起
开始怀疑，这个他/她 我爱吗？
开始怀疑，他/她 爱我吗？
怎么，我对他/她 不会像以前的对象那样撒娇？
为什么，他/她 对我 不像以前对别人那样疯狂？
脸书不再上载合照
朋友都以为自己的另一半还是若干年前的那个他/她
脸书状态不再发
当个潜水员，默默的看着别人的世界
我们
怎么了？
长大了，却不再那么直接
长大了，却不再那么坦荡荡
长大了，世界就只可以有自己
长大了，觉得那些还在爱得死去活来的人们幼稚
长大了，所有都无所谓了
爱情，可有可无
友情，不再单纯
亲情，才是最真
到底怎么了？
我们似乎都不敢爱了
我们都有所保留的爱
我们都带着条件去爱
怎么了？
Thursday, July 9, 2015
保留
我想保留 你吻我唇的溫度
我想保留 那片月下的溫柔
那一天的朦朧 被動心所邂逅
躲在背後 故事已被開了頭
誰的守候 耳朵裡住了多久
誰的感受 孤獨在時間的盡頭
都笑著 問以後 要的愛在那裡有
誰會 告訴我 要的人在哪裡有
多渴望 擁抱你 不放手
可我說不出口 說愛你到永久
So ......你和我都傷自己最重
我怎能夠對你沒有保留
多渴望 擁抱你 不放手
歲月沒有給我 和你對的接口
So......你和我都傷自己最重
我怎能夠對你沒有保留
我想保留 那片月下的溫柔
那一天的朦朧 被動心所邂逅
躲在背後 故事已被開了頭
誰的守候 耳朵裡住了多久
誰的感受 孤獨在時間的盡頭
都笑著 問以後 要的愛在那裡有
誰會 告訴我 要的人在哪裡有
多渴望 擁抱你 不放手
可我說不出口 說愛你到永久
So ......你和我都傷自己最重
我怎能夠對你沒有保留
多渴望 擁抱你 不放手
歲月沒有給我 和你對的接口
So......你和我都傷自己最重
我怎能夠對你沒有保留
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
这样的一个女孩子，你敢爱吗？ （转载）
她有點懶，她不擅長做家務。
她獨立，也好強，但其實骨子裡，渴望有一個避風港灣，讓她去依靠。
她獨立，也好強，但其實骨子裡，渴望有一個避風港灣，讓她去依靠。
但她不會承認。
我的性格缺陷，你可以接受吗？
她對愛情沒有安全感，也不會給別人安全感。
她一定要對方先流露出對她有好感，她才散發她的熱情。
其實她要的並不多，她要的只是一個溫暖的家。對她來說太重要了，雖然在她們口中說出來的卻是：我不需要愛情。
當你緊張他的異性朋友，她會一面跟你說，他只是我的誰誰誰，卻一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
對她們而言，唯一具備殺傷力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毀了她們，要么成就了她們。從此更加漠然，專注於事業。
她從來不會在情人面前大聲哭泣，除非她真的崩潰了。
即使在你愛著她的時候，她也會胡思亂想讓自己悲傷。
如果你看到她的眼淚，請相信這絕不是她在博取同情，這是她這樣一顆內心驕傲的女子不得己的場景。
她想對你負責，對她負責，對自己的過去和未來負責，但請你不要輕易給她承諾和誓言。她很難相信。
即使她很難相信，但她還是會選擇等待。
她的傷初始濃烈似酒，很快就會變為一杯水，卻讓水滲入生活成為點點滴滴.她選擇在其中淡定，在其中沉默和內傷。
她就是這樣，強勢，霸道，任性。。。
不會討人歡心，死要面子，她愛朋友多過你。
她最有保護欲，最沒有秘密。
最暴躁，最善變，最沒耐心，最衝動，最耐不住寂寞卻又喜歡假惺惺的讓自己一個人呆著。
有時候她又充滿陽光的氣息，愛笑愛說話，活蹦亂跳，可愛迷人。。
她很自私，只願意與人同甘，不願意讓別人跟她共苦。
她喜歡熱鬧，總會成為聚會的焦點，前提是她想。
她也享受孤獨，會靜坐在一個人的房間聽著很傷感的音樂。
她也會一整天呆在房間裡心情壓抑低落，但第二天一早起來，又會輕輕鬆鬆的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽著大衣拎著包往外衝。
她習慣在人前表現的很堅強，一付大女子主義的模樣。
她會想，遇到真正懂她愛她寵她的人，她就一定就會很安靜，心甘情願的安靜下來，不煩，不鬧，按時吃飯按時睡覺，按時做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
她從不輕言愛，她的愛很沉默，那並非是因為她缺少那份勇氣，在她的心裡有一道柵欄，那就是自尊。
她看得比生命更尊貴的自尊。
如果有一個這樣的女孩對你說她愛你，那就代表在她的心裡你的分量勝過了她的自尊。
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就別愛她。她會在真正愛她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和偽裝，做個幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什麼，不會無理取鬧要你陪著她，她有自己的生活，她給你空間因為她也需要空間。
她也會幻想，在遇到真正的他時，會在他累的時候悄悄熬上點營養粥，然後說，看你這麼不辭勞累本姑娘心情又不錯犒勞犒勞你。
她在你面前永遠性感調皮，偶爾撒撒嬌，跟你玩陌生人的遊戲，在你的朋友面前從來大方得體，微笑的依偎在你身邊。
她不讓你給她買這買那，她會說，我啊，是大女人，不喜歡男人給我買單。。。但是心裡卻會為你私自買給她的禮物而暗自開心，因為女人覺得那是你的寵愛。
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然實意。最起碼你得表現的真心，能讓她感覺得到。
她會經常冒出些新鮮的想法來調劑生活，她的多變有時會讓你不安。
終有一天，她的敏感在你的呵護下慢慢消失不見，她的倔強被你的保護軟化，她的偽裝在你面前被輕易識穿。。。
得到她，別驕傲，因為沒人可以吃定她。
只有懂她的人，才會得到她的好。
她有時是有些遲鈍的，在感情方面，但有時很敏感，因為她在乎。
她有時想，當她遇上生命中的那個人，會愛的多麼濃烈，她渴望那種不計後果的極致，然後在強烈的碰撞中享受那種心痛感。
所以，別愛這樣的女孩，她太偏激，太虛偽，太粗心，又太神經質，太難伺候，太不溫柔。。。
如果你沒勇氣，沒能力可以堅持愛她，就別愛她。
因為如果你會離開，她的心將會永遠冰封，再也不會為任何人打開。。。
Sunday, April 12, 2015
我以为的
如果我爱你，你敢爱我吗？
你爱我吗？
我答不上，或许是，或许不是
我猜
你爱我，不过
没有满分
你不敢
因为 你也不确定
你也害怕
你也在猜
爱，要及时
你永远不知道，明天和意外
哪一个先到？
是不爱？还是不敢爱？
你爱我吗？
我答不上，或许是，或许不是
我猜
你爱我，不过
没有满分
你不敢
因为 你也不确定
你也害怕
你也在猜
爱，要及时
你永远不知道，明天和意外
哪一个先到？
Saturday, March 14, 2015
看穿却从不说穿
那一夜你忘了我
那一夜你忘了身份
那一夜你忘了尊重
你没有错
我不怪你
只是，信任必须重新建立
或许
两个相似的人
真的很难，很难
我还没说出口，你已经明白我的要求
而你，也说你办不到
我不强求
只希望你会记得我们的关系
我从不介意你直截了当的告诉我
因为，那代表你对我没隐瞒
只是
我想我突然了解了什么
其实
不用那么累
做好自己
爱自己多一些
心痛就会少一些
看穿却从不说穿
我想，这是我必须向你学习的
那一夜你忘了身份
那一夜你忘了尊重
你没有错
我不怪你
只是，信任必须重新建立
或许
两个相似的人
真的很难，很难
我还没说出口，你已经明白我的要求
而你，也说你办不到
我不强求
只希望你会记得我们的关系
我从不介意你直截了当的告诉我
因为，那代表你对我没隐瞒
只是
我想我突然了解了什么
其实
不用那么累
做好自己
爱自己多一些
心痛就会少一些
看穿却从不说穿
我想，这是我必须向你学习的
Sunday, January 25, 2015
一个人
努力想学着一个人长大
却发现，原来长大很难
更累
一个人
有什么事情都要自己决定
是好是坏，没得赖别人
有什么烦恼都要自己解决
是真是假，不需要告诉人
有什么想不开
哭了，累了
睡醒还是自己一个
有什么不想面对
逃了，背对了
转身后还是自己处理
原来一个人是那么的累
累到你会崩溃
累到你想放弃
累到你没有选择
是的
除了硬撑，你别无选择
从一开始，你决定要自己面对之后
就没有别的选择了
当你决定要停留在原地
当你决定你不要和别人打交道
当你决定沉默最好
当你决定一个人躲在角落舔伤口
是的，世界就会遗忘了你
世界还在转动
世界变得更美好
没有你，世界不会改变
一个人的存在并不会对任何人，事，物造成任何的影响
不会
却发现，原来长大很难
更累
一个人
有什么事情都要自己决定
是好是坏，没得赖别人
有什么烦恼都要自己解决
是真是假，不需要告诉人
有什么想不开
哭了，累了
睡醒还是自己一个
有什么不想面对
逃了，背对了
转身后还是自己处理
原来一个人是那么的累
累到你会崩溃
累到你想放弃
累到你没有选择
是的
除了硬撑，你别无选择
从一开始，你决定要自己面对之后
就没有别的选择了
当你决定要停留在原地
当你决定你不要和别人打交道
当你决定沉默最好
当你决定一个人躲在角落舔伤口
是的，世界就会遗忘了你
世界还在转动
世界变得更美好
没有你，世界不会改变
一个人的存在并不会对任何人，事，物造成任何的影响
不会
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