幸福

今天，第一次

看一位，很“老”很“老”的朋友的演出

很高兴

他一直在努力的实践他喜欢的东西

很巧的

今早，打开面子书

看着“老”“老”朋友的照片，她过得很好（照片里）

当然，希望现实生活里她也一样幸福

更巧的

遇见一位，曾经很熟悉的人

也一样幸福

我一直想知道

关心我的人，过得好不好

而今天，我都见证了他们很好

谢谢！

Drunk? No, I am not at all~

It my first time... to be in E-Library... thanks Nee for that... and you promise that you will bring me to OT for next meet... =P

Always, people around thought that I like to drink...
I love clubbing, I always drunk...

So sorry to say that
If... you thought me in this way... Then, really so sorry...
You are not my friend maybe.... or you are not understanding me enough...
or you are not close enough with me...

I... hate clubbing the most....
I feel so not comfortable under that kind of environment... smoke, loud music...
not my favourite at all....
I had been went for few times (not more than 3, I think) ....
and I swear, I not going to clubbing any more in my life....

I... maybe good in drinking....not easily get drunk...
but, I not really like it...
alcohol... I dint addicted on it....
I still spend my days with watching drama, shopping, washing, cleaning the most...

I am still being myself~~~
^^

Lie~

One day,
you might be able to lie the whole world...
you might be able to lie yourself...
you might be able to lie your heart...

but,
you could not lie your eye...
because,
the tears would roll out from the eye~~~

=)

few days, my mind keep pop out those thing happen in past...

seriously feel that myself was so naive and childish...

all the photo, all the post.. it just keep remind me that how deep was my love in the past...

thanks god.

thanks for let me saw what I should see long time ago...

thanks for knocking my head so many times just to tell me that I should awake from dreaming...

thanks for giving me the chance to go through all the thing...

thanks for failed me again in something that I thought it worth my whole life...

review back all my post, I just realise we did promise to each other once upon a time...

and now... no more...

sometime, I asked... do I still love?

sometime, I asked... do I still care?

sometime, I asked... why?

but always, there have no answer...

all the answer are deep inside my heart...

the reason why I turn off my blog...

the reason why I change my account...

it just because, I was so scare...

I scare anything that could remind me about us...

but today... it's April fool...

ok, fine.. I know it have nothing related... =P

but today, I think.. is time for me to face everything independently...

I never love to shopping alone, cause I scare of the loneliness..

but now.. Shopping, travel.. alone, was not a problem for me any more...

I never dare to step out from our past...

but now.. I have to... and the future... it just all about myself...

I found another me there.... ^^

lets cheer for a brand new me~~~

thanks so much for all the while.........

I did said, I never scare to try anything again... but I just worry that I would fail again...

and now, it's proven... I failed~ no one to blame, no one to scold...

moving on~~ always... I will wish that ou found your happiness lastly...

but sorry for this time, I being selfish... I would left all my wishes for only myself and those who really care about and who worth my caring~~~

wish that I can be happy and no worries forever~! =)