快乐餐 vs 胶蕉人

蕉人！俗称，Minion 仔

故事，从一部戏开始

戏里，有个人雇用了一群蕉人军团

蕉人说的话没人懂，唱的歌也没人听得懂

蕉人有高矮肥瘦，蕉人有单眼蕉人也有双眼蕉人

故事，再由一间快餐店延续

蕉人，人见人爱

于是，快餐店老板想出了买快乐餐送胶蕉人的点子

快乐餐既是儿童餐

一路走来，快乐餐一定随餐附送一个小玩具

目的，就是让儿童快乐

所以，餐如其名啊！快乐餐所以快乐！

故事，被一群不知是为了跟风？

还是想利用胶蕉人大赚一笔？

还是真心想收集小胶蕉人？

抑或是真心要把胶蕉人送给小孩的人 破坏了

一干人等，为了第一时间抢购胶蕉人无所不出奇招

还未开售，就大排长龙；还未开店，店外久已聚满了人潮

结果，开售不到一句钟，胶蕉人宣告售罄

结果的结果

买不到的人破口大骂供应商无能

买到的人说大家要买就要付出，要早早去排队

买不到心头好的人拼了命打听是否有人愿意一物换一物

买到很多的人做起了生意；他买7个大样，他卖你100个大洋！好赚啊！

结果的结果再结果

真正的儿童呢？没有出现过

儿童还快乐吗？

不，因为他们不够大人抢！

儿童要读书，没有小孩会半夜12点还没睡跑去买快乐餐！

没有儿童会有耐性，排2个小时的长龙只为了那小小的胶蕉人！

没有儿童会用100个大洋跟你买7个大洋就买得到的胶蕉人！

结果的结果再结果的结果

快乐餐不再带给儿童快乐；更多的只是失望和现实社会的残酷

快乐餐是否该换名为... ... ...

生意餐？还是 销售餐？还是 蕉人餐？

还是 营销餐？还是 失望餐？还是 滥用餐？

还是 滥用蕉人餐？

还是 滥蕉餐？

总之，它就是没资格叫做 快乐餐！

sorry

being together is not always the best choice for 2 peoples who are actually in love...
then what would be the best choice? being apart?

I'm confuse with the word "LOVE"
what does it mean?
it mean romance sometime... it mean nice sometime...
and now it mean cruel?

seeing people suffer but nothing I could do much for them...
I feel so guilty... they help me a lot when I need them...
they stay right beside me when I need a shoulder to cry...
but now, I did nothing... I'm not able to do anything other than stand there and seeing how they suffer...

I feel pain... I feel their tears...

but I did not say anything to anyone of them...
cause I know... what they need, what they want...

being suffer now is better than letting them to be fail again in future...
anyway, no one will know what will happen next... for sure...
no one can predict what will come next and who will leave....

Sorry... for those friends that asking me to take care of them well...
I not think I did it well... but I will still keep on try my best to take care of them whenever they need me...

and my opinion always is...

being apart might be slightly better for some people if they think they are right...

no one have the right to judge their life, no one have the right to help them making their choice...
so.. stop asking me... I not going to persuade anyone to do anything...
I will just say...

"Friend, I support you no matter what is your decision... but of course, if I found that you seriously make a wrong choice,  I will try to warn you... and if you insist then God bless you... just hope that I was wrong by that time... cheers!" =)

LOVE is only PART of our LIFE

LIFE isn't all about LOVE

you will find your way out someday somehow... stay strong...
time would heal your pain well... lets fade away the past and welcome the new life

Drunk? No, I am not at all~

It my first time... to be in E-Library... thanks Nee for that... and you promise that you will bring me to OT for next meet... =P

Always, people around thought that I like to drink...
I love clubbing, I always drunk...

So sorry to say that
If... you thought me in this way... Then, really so sorry...
You are not my friend maybe.... or you are not understanding me enough...
or you are not close enough with me...

I... hate clubbing the most....
I feel so not comfortable under that kind of environment... smoke, loud music...
not my favourite at all....
I had been went for few times (not more than 3, I think) ....
and I swear, I not going to clubbing any more in my life....

I... maybe good in drinking....not easily get drunk...
but, I not really like it...
alcohol... I dint addicted on it....
I still spend my days with watching drama, shopping, washing, cleaning the most...

I am still being myself~~~
^^

~再一次~

再一次披上毕业袍的感觉，并没有第一次那么的强烈
或许，不懂

终于，一切都过去了
还以为，我会与这一届的毕业典礼擦身而过
但，冥冥中老天爷依然眷顾着我

再一次上台的感觉
不再那么无知，不再那么慌
淡淡定定的
顺顺利利的

很多人都问，学士和硕士的分别在与？
就没什么不一样啦
帽子，袍 还是一样
不一样的是，那一条俗称“Kalung”的东西
有趣吧？

感恩你们给我的支持
也感恩老天爷给我的机会
始终，我还是没让你们失望了
不是吗？

上一次的毕业，浩浩荡荡的
这一次也不算冷清
但，总是缺少了什么似的
或许，就是少了那一种感觉吧！

上一次，熬了足足3年
这一次，就1年
或许，就是这种差别吧

~misc~11

my brain is empty now
my heart is stop now
my finger force to moving on keyboard
my finger force to scroll the mouse up and down
my eye force to find every mistake page by page

I feel nothing
I cant feel anything at all

I wish to give up just like that
I wish to throw away all the papers and works

~TIRED~

I wish I could die~
a wrong decision, a wrong step
it could bring me to the end of the world =(

~misc~9

well... done my VIVA this morning, I guess my supervisor was not so happy with my performance... sorry about that, but examiner told was just some comment so I never think of to defence my work at all that time... however, I guess I dissapointed you again... sorry...

today, actually going for a gathering with my old friends but there are too less people joining in so it just cancelled like that... I asked for off so what I gonna do? nothing, but just enjoy the time being alone at home... hungry when I back to hostel just now, have no idea what to eat at all so just ignore the dinner... have a movie as my dinner, great? erm.. not bad...

what I having now? a tired face, a tired mind, a pair of tired eyes... what else?

one more month to go.... I should appreciate and enjoy the moment that is limited for me on this lovely island I guess.... going to leave here soon, a place that I stay for almost 4years.... have fun with all friends over here, get to know new friends here, studied together, then they leave and I leave too, but I am back to here again one year ago and next month would be the turn for me to leave here peacefully.... I wont forget the moments that we gossips, jokes and funs together, I wont forget the moments that we work hard together for the exam, I wont forget every single moment that we spent together... I gain not knowledge here, but also my life, and experience alot... no matter who you are, thanks for step in my life and if you had leave, no worry, you are welcome to be here again...

right after 32days from now, I would be free... free from the things that make me stress, free from study, free from facing the screen for more than 12hours per day, free from the prisoner...

I wish I can fly, as high as the sky... someone say sky is my limit, I can as high as I wish...
I am wondering, there should be no limit for me not even the sky....

there should not have any limit for me to chase my dream,
I believe that I can fly much more higher than the sky... =)

we should talk... we should find a chance and talk nicely to each other...

~misc~8

just finish bathe... heard that there are 5 peoples failed the subject that we took last semester... I am one of them? I am not sure, but I am shock when I first heard... and now, started worry... how if I am one of the five? I fail, so mean I wont be graduate, so mean I not yet finish my study, so mean I cant start my career, so mean all my plan ruin... nothing I can do other than just pray hard that I am not one of the unlucky five.... (*.*)

finally, clear all my dirty clothes and washed them... quite busy since few weeks ago... I not been home for 2 weeks also, not sure whether anything happen at my home again... tomorrow, will be the only off day for me this week... I have to use the day to study my thesis and prepare for my VIVA on Monday... best luck with me please... I have no idea what kind of question will the examiner throw to me, I have no idea whether the dean or deputy dean will ask me anything about my thesis, I am not sure whether my supervisor will be the one who killing me on that time or not... everything is so scary.... =.=

I have a lot of plan, but I am not sure whether it would be work or not... plan to run away from work for gathering, plan to moving my things back to my home, plan to move all the stuff down to the place that I gonna stay in future, plan to travel while attending conference, plan to have a nice trip after everything is settle down and before I start my career... plan plan and plan...
{If you fail to plan, then you plan to fail}
hope that my plan wont fail at all... =)

and last... I am tired~~~!!!!! @.@

~misc~7

one down.. and yet anth one is waiting for me on next Monday... hmm... complicated...
alot of bad things happen on me recently... work non-stop... getting fat jor... and the most bad is got saman yesterday... due to illegal parking!!!! so geram... I park evrtm, bt u nvr saman me at all... and now suddenly saw a saman on my mirror whn I wana drive my car away... duno how much tht i goin to pay ths time dy...


I duno the compliment from u is sincere or not, or u are actually teasing me as u always say tht u dun like my works... but what can I do? thts me... and is only one [me] in this world... so... I cnt force evr1 to like me including u.. I wont follow all ur way if I thk tht u are wrong.... and is so unfair for me.... evr1 getting their off during the presentation day, but me? u jz let me off 1day on weekend while the oth also off on the same day.. it mean thy getting 1more offday than me... how u calculated actually? i am wonder, but yet nthg i can do~~!


reciv a weird call this early morning... at 5am!!! yes, is at 5am~!! a number that I duno who is tht, not in my contact list... *i dint silent my phone last night because I scare I cant wake up ths morning if thr is someone call me from school* but, I woke up bt the call at 5am... I decided to pick up the call... and here is the conversation...
me [*silent...]
thr [ *silent...] [hello...]
me [oh... hello...] [*continue silent...waiting for him to say smth...]
thr [hello...]
me [hmm... hello... who is thr?]
thr [u knw who am i?]
me[*feel so weird...] [ah? who are u?]
thr [u knw who am i? I am XXX ah..]
me [*actly nt really recall who is him...but stil hv to...] [oh ya, wat happen?]
thr [u sleep dy?]
me [hmm.... yes...]
thr [oh...] then [*tu...tu...]
he jz hang up the phone like tht... I was curious, why make him called me in this early morning and ask whether I sleep dy? well... try to continue my sleep, but jz cant... bz it is getting closer and closer to my presentation time... after I woke up ths morning at 9am, I try to recall the name and the sound and so hard I rmb who is him... but, why and what happen actually?
ok, I wont call him back to ask why of course... wont be so stupid...
just let it be... if thr is really smth urgent, he might call me again... but hope tht wont at midnight or early morning such as 5am again... =.=


few weeks, seems getting closer but yet so far... I understand you, but I jz stop myself to understand more so tht I wont get hurts or what... you, does not know what I actually need at all... and mayb you dont even know what urself needed all the while also... god bless you..
thank you for told me so much abt evrthg...
now only I realise all the thg tht happen in the past, and I had pulled into the trouble by someone...
some more, made me as the reason of why thy hurted you... and you agreed with thm, so...
nth much I would like to say...
let it be natural as you said mayb...
you nvr let go, you nvr trust me, you nvr listen to me, you nvr understand me...
you see what I did, but you duno what I had gone through...
you know my name, but not my story throughout the periods tht you was not around...
I told u...
sometimes, I am not afraid to try it again, but I am just afraid to fail again for the same reason... =)
I built tough to faced all the trouble, but I am also feeling tired in this game...

~misc~6

busy for few weeks... and finally, my first draft submitted yesterday, n my final paper in my master study ended 12pm wednesday also... out of sudd, so free... even thr are seminar, viva presentation waiting for me nxt two weeks and final thesis submittion on 16th June 2011... aft that, I only officially wil end my master study...  but yet... feel so lost now, wake up with no target at all. don know wat to do, like lost in the jungle... no need write thesis, no need study for exam, no need always blaim the lerturer for torturing us untill midnight.... sudd, so free, do nothing, nothing to do... lazy... sleep as long as I can.... although, all of these was wat I wish n wanted before but, feeling so lost... hmm.... =D

dint sleep for two days jz for complete my thesis, stay at the printing shop since 10am and bec to sch at 3pm... no breakfast, no lunch, no sleep... jz for the thesis, and last we submit 4copies to the school... jz for smth which jz wil show pass or fail in my transcript... bt i din study at all for the paper tht wil help me in increase my CGPA... I jz wish to pass the paper, and I put all my effort on the thesis tht I wish I get A... bt the truth was jz so opposite~~~ lalalala...

and later... goin to meet all of the noobies... nana, pingping, dodo and bubu...
today we gonna celebrate ah do bday, haha... ah ping free like me now I thk, submitted the thesis tht torture us for one semester and is near to the end now... ah Na, lama din meet lo... guess she finish exam dy bt stil left viva for her uni life ba... ah bu, lagi lama din meet... duno how he is doin at all... bt I guess shd b alright in evrthg gua... xD well.. is time to prepare leng leng lo... hehe... +)

P*zza Hut

went to P*zzA Hut for lunch jz nw... bt the service are seriously horrible and terrible...
first, the table are not clean... whn we are in, there are alot of table bt 70% of tht are nt clean up by the waiter even the customer ady gone... next, we find a table and sit down n order for our food...
the soup and drinks serve before the pizza, thn I asked for the cheese powder and pepper...
U knw wat the answer I gt frm the waiter?
[tak ada pepper...]
I was so wonder, is the restaurant itself did not serve the pepper anymore?
or the pepper is not available?
at last, the waiter said
[no stock]....

I jz wish to say *OH MY GOD* such a big fast food restaurant and you told me your pepper is out of stock? dun u shd check ur stock before u start ur business? a pepper, jz a little thg thn u tel me u hv no stock? omg~~~
and then, the waiter gv me the cheese powder aft I had request 3 TIMES to the same person...
and the cheese powder was just so OMG again~~~
jz left abt 5% inside, the 95% are empty... is it ur restaurant vry poor?
and u are nt able to support pepper for customer?? omg~~~

just 3 words for the P*zza Hut... Oh My God~~!!!!

here is the cheese powder tht I get frm the waiter aft 3 TIMES I asked for...

*argh...!!*

~misc~4

well... what to write today?
lets talk abt the crazy stuff that I did last Saturday night.... ok...
Sunday, all ooi's family are bec for "cheng meng" at alor setar.... at first, I was not plan to went bec at all as I hv to work on Saturday and also Sunday... but, out of a sudden I feel so guilty coz din went bec to alor setar and pray for my ah ma... so... aft my dinner with 'boss' and frens on Saturday night, I called my mum and ask for her opinion. at 1st, my mum was nt allow me to drive bec to alor setar alone in the late night.. but aft I say tht I really feel so guilty n so on, my mum allow me to do so with the condition that my "boss" let me bec before 12am... and so lucky, tht day my "boss" say [ok, tidy up la] to me at sharp 12am... I called my mum, and I hv decided tht go bec to hostel to take a bath... thn start my journey to north, haha... mayb you all wont feel anythg wrong to drive so far alone, bt anyway it was a memorable experience for me....

1st, I was thought tht the whole highway willb light up bt actly it was not.... I was first scare whn I near to sg. Dua cz thr are all in darkness.... bt the feeling are so great... alone in the darkness, the feeling could nt b describe by words at all... then... I drive in high speed... all the way to north, the car is lesser compare with day time so it was not a problem to drive fast... bt, it was so dangerous actly... dun learn it, pls... =)

the most important thg tht I earn frm my journey was the enjoyable moments... the feeling was so great... driving alone, enjoy the music, travel in darkness... the car in front of you was so far for you to chase them, while the car behind you was so far and jz dissapear in the darkness whn thy slow down... the car on the road was chasing one anth and me too... try to get pass the car in front of me and move to the darkness alone... anyway, I was arrive safely at my grandpa house at 2am... =)

Sunday morning, we depart to the graveyard... we spend a whole morning over there and the Sun was so hot~~~ I sweat to the max... at first, I was promise to the "boss" that I wil reach sch by 3pm bt whn it was 1pm, I jz reach my grandpa hoz n nt yet bath and eat anythg yet... so, again I jz text [sorry] to him again and say tht i might only can reach sch around 430pm... he dint reply at all, Im worry whether he wil angry of me or nt... well, luckily he dint... =)

so... throughout the few days I was jz slept for few hrs per day....started Saturday night, 3am-7am, Sunday night, 5am-11am, Monday night which is last night, 330am-730am, so wat wilb my time for tonight?? I guess it wilb 3am-10am... hope that I can hv a long sleep tonight... I seriously need tht...

ok... lets end here... hv been quite a long time din update my blog dy so Jz try to  update wat I hv done in ths few days.... My time are bcm more n more unstable now... I would nt knw whr wilb me in the next moments....

Last Last week, my mum operation, I went KL for an interview and having test on Friday and travel again during weekend and start work on Last Monday, non-stop working, jz rest on Friday... ths kind of life goin to kill me soon... and I believe that I wilb psy soon too, or mayb now Im actly ady psy =P

well... end here end here, dun write anymore.... byebye

p/s: My english was so bad... alot of error up here and my thesis, my lect also started to complain abt it.. =(

~misc~3

well... today, I suppose to wake up at 3pm... But, just 9.45am... first message alert, I try to ignore... and then, second message come in.... I really wish to scold you! but in the message, u scold me just because of the stupid thing!!!!! What the hell you want??? In this early morning for me, u wake me up for that stupid n idiot thing? U know well that today is my off day! So is the day that I can sleep tight until noon, but u wake me up!!! I seriously want to scold you! But, in all the messages... u scold me more than I scold u!!! Again, a lot of rude word shown in the messages!! I hate you!!! In the early morning, without a good reason you wake me up! In the early morning, without a good reason you scolded me! What The Hell~~!!! And... after all the interrupt by you, I try to sleep again... But... I just keep on awake once in about 20minutes! U spoiled my sleep! U spoiled my dreams! U spoiled my day! Did you know that?? and you dint feel guilty at all~~~!!!!!!!!! I really wish that I have a knife to kill you, Mr!!!!

Say [NO] to sleep.... {NO} zzzzZZZZzzzz

tonight I plan to not sleep again... don wan sleep... Cant allow myself to sleep... wont allow myself to fall asleep... no no no... must be awake.... presentation slide.... form... preparation... luggage... alot... alot of thgs gonna prepare.... xD Say [NO] to sleep... wish tht I wont fall asleep... hope tht I wont feel sleepy... =)

~misc~2

冷 颤抖着 总觉得浑身不舒服 似乎有一动就会断了某一节的感觉 手，像是脱臼了 无力 忙 期待着 也烦恼着 害怕着 担忧着 一觉醒来 发现身上多了一个疤 一定又是那些臭蚊子惹的祸 趁我睡吸我血！！ 老毛病昨天找上我了 害怕自己会再次痛不欲生 去了诊所，拿了药 咕噜的吞了下去 不过，并没有好转 现在还有些风风的 呼 离开我吧！

~misc~

又一次 在寂静的夜里 不管自己的病有多严重 不管夜里是有多么的冷 不管自己是否咳个不停 我依然 企图用冷水浇醒自己那枯死的心灵 企图用冷水唤醒自己那沉睡的灵魂 这世界是那么的渺小 而人类都生病了 这世界是那么的黑暗 而我们都蒙蔽了 到底该怎样？ 再也没有对与错 只在于你如何衡量 就算你是对的，又如何？ 在一个局外人的眼里，你依然是无聊 说穿了 人都是自私的 没有利益的，事不关己的 一概不理 很累 很倦 很厌 很白痴 很无聊 很幼稚 ———————————————————————————— 还记得我们是如何相遇的吗？ 还记得我们是怎样认识的吗？ 还记得我们相识多久了吗？ 还记得我们第一次见面的时候吗？ 还记得我们第一次遇见的地方吗？ 还记得我对你说的第一句话吗？ 情人也好，朋友也罢 还记得那些关于我们的过去吗？ 爱一个人并不是因为他是谁 而是因为当我和你一起时，我可以是谁 爱一个人并不需要冗长的解释 而是需要彼此坦诚相待 爱一个人并不需要任何的理由 爱你只因为是你 爱并不只适用于爱情 友爱也一样重要，不是吗？

tonite goin to be a long long long...x100 night?

well well well... today gonna be my last day to work before CNY break... and all of us thought that we can be home about 2am... but but but... we are told by someone that, tonight gonna be a long long night for us... well... what does this mean? this mean that... tonight we might be back at 5am, 4am, 3am, 2am.... or 6am?? no one cn confirm... so.. I change my plan... I plan.... If back at 5am... then I wil shower at hostel then start packing to home then take my breakfast at mcD then drive home and tell my mum [u see, ur daughter just finish work n directly rush bec home jor...] sure she wil touch... haha... siok sendiri now.... hmm... if I sleep after 5am, sure I will wake up at 4pm thn only start to pack and goin home... so, it is better for me to drive home in the early morning if seriously is 5am... =p well.. just pass by here and write smth while headache about my work... and... end here.. is time to go bec to work... pray hard that to9 wont be too late... better is 2am... ^^ pray hard... =)

hooray~~

well... today my mood is so n so good.. haha... for no reason... this morning, during my sleep.... I was disturb by 2calls but nevermind.. it does not spoil my good mood today... =) erm... just a sudden, I think of wana listen to CNY song... then, I just download all the CNY song of My Astro this year and also last year and Im listening now...!!! So happy... Finally, my CNY mood is turn on... the day after tomorrow, I will start my CNY holiday... hooray!!! the day after tomorrow I will b in my home!!!! and now... lets stop here... goin to seacrh for my new sport shoe.... bye

the most terrible n horrible dinner tht I ever had =='

hmm... last Saturday night, the most terrible and horrible dinner that I had... Saturday, is weekend and a playful day for everyone... but we... haiz... class from 930am to 1230pm, thn have our lunch thn seludup into lab to take a nap before 2pm... really kesian... n from 2pm, we work... until 2.30am of Sunday~~!!! @@ ok, come bec to the dinner.. we work, so we hv to dinner with all the colleague and of course our Big Boss "Y_A".... at first, he said wan go to the malay stall at gelugor... but the stall was close.. thn, he say go to Tesco Jelutong... well, thought wana eat fast food again.. mana tau, he say go foodcourt... (always, he is the one decide where to eat and we cant comment anything n hv no right to say anythg... T.T) fine, whn I reach foodcourt actly I quite excited because I found some chinese hawker there... Can escape from Malay food dy... (I am not mean to criticise the malay food, but almost evr dinner also take at malay stall since I start work on Nov 2010... so... quite bored with the food... T.T) bt, my nightmare is just started.... finally, I choose the hawker who sell chinese soup with rice... and the hawker is located at the last of the row in the foodcourt,REMEMBER the place and DO NOT order food from there anymore... I order "ABC soup" with white rice... "ABC soup" which is contain potato, carrot and some chicken meat.. 1st, the potato in the soup is in dark color... I jz cut all the darker place and eat the yellow potato, n sure the amount of potato tht I ate mayb just 1/10 of the potato... 2nd, the chicken in the soup... huh... I duno is he duno cook or the chicken is too hard to be cooked... anyway, the chicken meat is so soft and sticky and fill with some red BLOOD~~!!!! gosh... 3rd, the soup.. he shd call it as "PEPPER" soup rather thn "ABC"... the soup is full of the pepper... so... conclusion is.. dun ever enter the foodcourt of T*sco Jelutong.... or if u hv force to enter, dun ever order ur food from the last chinese stall.. it is so terrible... n so expensive... all that, cost me RM5.00!!!!

一个人危险吗？

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Another 31122010

well, i duno why Im writing here again... mayb is just too bored, haha...

last night (shd I say last9? I think is this early early morning lo.... xD) I had wrote abt my 2010 in Chinese and now in English time...

hohoho...

so this blog special dedicated to my dear frens tht does not like to read Chinese or duno how to read at all....

hmmm... wat to begin?? (thinking.... ==')

ok.. first of all, good bye to 2010 lo.... (ths the usual n normal intro la...=p)

2010... a full of challenge and meaningful year for me...

all the sadness... and all the craziness...

and all the happiness... and all the trouble...

and all the problem... and all the story...

I just found tht my 2010 is so happening... haha (at least for me it was, for u guys mayb jz nth... lolx) erm... at the beginning of year, I am full of happiness...

bt the sadness is coming right aft that...

I din blaim to anyone...

bt I did grow up and learn alot of thing ths year....

especially my dear cousin, my dear bro... you help me up whn I am so down...

you guide me alot whn I am lost...

we knw each oth for abt 22years....(since I born... haha)

bt the topic tht we discuss in this half year is more thn double or even triple or even thousand times thn the word and sentences tht we had talk in the past 22years... actly we just knw to say "Hi and Good Bye" in the past...

aft we grow up, u hv ur own life and me too... even live in the same island, we nvr meet before at all...

but just bz of my sadness, I just found tht you are my dear dear great brother... haha

(I am so jealous the girl tht having a brother to take care of them... mum, why u din born me a brother b4 me????)

and the noob nood gang... haha...

3 little young and cute and pretty and hot girls + 1 handsome uncle

(duno cs wil kill me or not... bt at least i said u are handsome leh...haha...)

after the langkawi trip... we always movie and makan tgther...

I am so happy tht having u 3 to noob with me tgther... hohoho...

at 1st, I am seriously does not close with u 3... bt aft the trip...

we just bcm to be closer n closer... even we are in diff level now, bt we stil can hv fun tgther...

gossips tgther... haha... I thk our wave length is so n so same... =)

well... this year...

I finish my study... holding my degree cert and look for a job...

I get it... but aft work for 2months, I decided to leave...

why? I also duno.... Just get the offer letter from USM to taking Master degree...so I just leave...

even now, I also not sure that whether my decision was right or wrong at tht time...

bt I just knw tht I cnt move bec at all...

Lets talk abt my study...

why I decided to study again? (degree 3 years ady make me like dead prawn...)

erm... actly is just because I lost my direction on that time...

duno wat to do at all.. so I choose the safety place for me...

Math Sch of USM (at least I thk I will be safe over here tht time)

I regret before, but wat to do? I hv no way bec... 4subjects in the 1st sem almost killing me...

bt thanks god tht at least I pass all the subjects and still able to sit here write ths silly blog... :D

and the new sem begin, my dissertation nightmare is started too...

I choose to torture myself (all my fren say tht I m crazy, bt I thk whn sm1 started to say me crazy mean I am near to success... isnt?)

My supervisor was a really "super"visor...

I work 12hrs per day... always bec in hostel at 1am...

(last9 somemore is 2:40am whn I open the door... ==')

bt, is my choice~~~ and I hv to accept it and appreciate it....

it mean at least I still able to work until 1-2am... I m still young... wuahahaha

it mean at least I still breath.. I still alive in this world... I appreciate it~~~~~

this kind of life gonna continue until the end of June (I hope so)

until I grad...

so frens, if you found me stil online in msn whn midnight... dun be shock...

or mayb you can mentally support me by send me a wish to warm me in the lonely night.... lolx

hmm.... wat come next aft abt study????

my family?

I m so sorry to them... I make them worry abt me throughout the year...

Sorry mum and dad... I knw you love me...

bt give me some space, ok? I promise that I will be home once I am free...

just dun too worry abt me...

my sisters????

my 4th sis finally got BF lo... congratz ya... haha...

thn... my elder sis born a BB boy ths year... he is cute...

but also naughty as his sister too... all are monsters...

my 2nd sis boy boy is grow up and know how to speak english now lo...

use english to argue with me somemore... duno I shd cry or laugh at all~~~~

always talk ultraman n ultraman only... haha... (I stil owe him a big big ultraman...hehe)

thn thn thn...

my relationship... is a big trouble this year...

it is messy and... and... and... duno how to describe too...

bt I guess, since u are so happiness with her now thn I leave is the best choice...

I am jz a spare tyre for you actly... (sound bad...)

bt all the happiness tht you gv me in the past 3yrs I will keep in my deep heart...

perhaps someday somehow, I would simply say "Hello" to you without any heart feeling...

bt now, I stil care...

so... we dun be fren for a long period...ok?

sorry...

we shd hv no contact anymore... we shd not meet anymore...

If you thk tht I am selfish thn yes, I am...

I juz wish to protect myself... =)

[smile even there is tears in your eye...]

[the worst way to miss someone is, you sitting beside him and you know tht you cant have him...]

this is all my feeling when we meet up... :(

thn thn thn...

oops... I almost forget...

I bought myself a new external hardisk... new year present for myself?

bt i broke dy and stil spend alot.. haiz... :(

hmm... thts all for today...

and...

blue3y3 2010 is dead!!!!!

there will be a brand New blue3y3 in 2011...

just wait for it~~~~ hehehe... =)

{HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011}

wish that there will be someone special for me in coming 1.1.11 and 11.1.11 and 1.11.11 and 11.11.11 and every single moment in my new life in future...